Its long I know but I was bored!

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
I have one on my stomach from when my cat decided to try escape while I was holding her.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
the paint is called "Mermaid Treasure" and I have paintings that I have painted, a old world map and tons of Amy Brown prints.

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
I know I talk in my sleep when I really tired... or so I have been told.

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
all kinds but no rap or hip/hop... blah!

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
4:58am

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
for something amazing to happen...

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
I miss the car rides to Shakespeare class; boat rides to the island, Port Jeff, Outriggers and Knapp's; I miss blizzard parties; I miss being called "Barbuski"; I miss going into a comic book store and not being called a nerd for it; I miss my Aunt Judy; I miss, lets just say I miss alot of things.

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
my book collection, The picture of my grandpa Jack and I on the lawn mower

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
5'5" - 5'6"

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
yes

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
depends on where I am.

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
No one really... i just tend to cry for no reason

13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
drowning; sharks; birds; the fear of knowing something is in here but I can't see it.

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
dark hair, light eyes (blue or green)

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO?
don't know, hope he doesn't pull some shit like taking me on a tv show or something huge and public like that. something more along the lines of just him and I would be fine.

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
TEA!

17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Cheese

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
i would love some of the pancakes for the pancake breakfast in Vt, the one we go to every year. those firemen sure know how to cook!

19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME?
Cerulean

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
EAT A LIVE GOLDFISH! THE HUMANITY!
no betcha its not the snack that smiles back! mmmhmm

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?
the necklace my grandma beth had made for me out of my grandfather's wedding ring

22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
no

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
nope

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
mmmm... forever 21

25. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE FEMALE/MALE CELEBRITY?
right now: Kate Beckinsale and Zachary Quinto
but Oded Fehr and Cole Hauser hold a special place in my lol

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
two

27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
a fat cat and a crazy rabbit

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
dunno

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO ONE HUNDRED:
94

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
brunettes do everything better!

32. FAVORITE QUOTE?
I have 3 at the moment:
"Books are the quietest and most constant of friends, and the most patient of teachers"- Charles Eliot

"We are here to laugh at the odds and live our lives so well that Death will tremble to take us."-- Charles Bukowski

"Not All Who Wander Are Lost"- J.R.R. Tolkien

33. FAVORITE PLACE?
Museum of Art in NYC; My aunt Lora's house in Fl

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
oui

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
kryptonite. lol. If I told you... I'd have to kill you

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
yes

37. FIRST JOB?
assistant at a corporate office building

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
who hasn't??

39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE?
possibly

40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
I was in my Math class, in the college where knowledge gets stuffed into my brain on a daily basis!!

41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
yes but it was minor

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
my eyes

43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
yes sadly

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
to live to see my next one.

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT AND THEIR NAMES?
i don't know how many kids I want. I feel that why should I HAVE kids when there are so many kids out there who don't have families. I would like to adopt a child or two. But If I do have kids I know I would like to name my son Garrett. I have always loved that name.

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
yes my Aunt Lora. (Lora Ann)

47. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
to skinny, way to into themselves, someone who when they are with you all they do is act like themselves and then when they are with their friends they are complete assholes, when they look at other girls and say how hot they are and beautiful when they are with you.

48. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU LIKE ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?
tell you the truth, hs sucked...

49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
herbal essences

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
sometimes

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
turkey

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
It may not seem it but when I'm meeting new people I tend to be super shy, and i'm no stranger to lying during certain situations that make me uncomfortable; I bite the insides of my cheeks, the dentist yells at me ALL the time

53. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON?
sometimes I can be. But I won't show it (most of the time)

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
i would hope so, i mean i'm not that terrible!

55. DO YOU AGREE WITH FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS?
I don't think it would be that simple.

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
If you say no your lying!! they matter to everyone in some form or another

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
I bottle

58.OH NO THIS WAS MISSING!
say what??

59. WHAT'S YOUR MAIN GOAL IN LIFE?
to be an archaeologist and to be happy

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
I had a few lol

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
a ton!

62.WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID?
I WAS TERRIFIED OF BARNEY!!!

63. Do you use sarcasm?
noooo?! what ever could you mean?!

64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?
both!

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
Funny, confidence, a smile that can make me smile, intelligence, loving, and as crazy as I am. lol

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Britt, Babs, bebe, Britt-Bart, B

67. FAVORITE SUPER POWER?
To fly

68. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
Destination Truth

69.WHAT'S THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES?
kill them with kindness

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Black Raspberry with gummi bears

71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES?
yes

72. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM?
yes.

73. PLANS FOR TONIGHT?
watching tv, read my book for anthropology and then go to sleep

74. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE WHEN YOU ARE OLDER?
somewhere that makes me feel like I am home.

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
go for it! lol

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
Running Away- Midnight Hour

77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
Sweet Tea that I made

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
my mom

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX
Eyes and thier smile

80. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME?
draw, draw, draw!

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
boredom :ninjafight:

82. FAVORITE SEASON OF THE YEAR?
Autumn

83. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF CANDY?
bottle caps

84. HAVE YOU EVER REALLY AND TRULY HAD A BEST FRIEND?
yes

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
dark brown, not it has reddish brown highlights going through it

86. EYE COLOR?
brown ....

87. SHOE SIZE?
8 1/2

88. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
Wendy's. mmmmm taco salad

89. FAVORITE RESTAURANT?
Olive Garden, Cracker Barrel

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
no

91. WATCH TV TODAY?
yes

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
my birthday ;

93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?
I wish I could. I would really like to play the violin

94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT?
independent

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
both

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
relationships

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
books again lol

98. WOULD YOU EVER BE A HOUSEWIFE?
no

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
Arch Enemy by Frank Beddor
Lost Symbol by Dan Brown
Paradise Lost and Paradise Regained by Milton

100. DESCRIBE YOUR LOVE LIFE:
what love life?!

I won't be on DA for a while so don't expect me to answer anything quickly.
A woman I thought of to be another grandmother for the past 20 years passed away yesterday. Grammy is actually a very good friend of our family, hell that whole family is. my mother met Kelly (grammy's daughter) when she wasn't even pregnant for me! For my whole life Rosemary has been my Grammy too.

wow... i can't even think of what to write here... I'll just finish with a song. how bout that, instead of subjecting you to the sad details.


 I stumbled across your picture today
I could barely breath
The moment stopped me cold,
Grabbed me like a thief.
I dialed your number, but you wouldn't be there
I knew the whole time, but it's still not fair
I just wanted to hear your voice,
I just needed to hear your voice.

What do I do with all I need to say
So much I wanna tell you everday
Oh it breaks my heart,
I cry these tears in the dark
I write these letters to you, 
But they get lost in the blue,
'Cause there's no address in the stars.

Now I'm drivin'
Through the pitch black dark 
I'm screaming at the sky 
Oh cause it hurts so bad 
Everybody tells me 
Oh all I need is time 
Then the mornin' rolls in 
And it hits me again
And that aint nothin' but a lie.

What do I do with all I need to say
So much I wanna tell you everday
Oh it breaks my heart,
I cry these tears in the dark
I write these letters to you, 
But they get lost in the blue,
'Cause there's no address in the stars.

Without you here with me, 
I don't know what to do.
I'd give anything
Just to talk to you
Oh it breaks my heart,
Oh it breaks my heart,
But all I can do 
Is write these letters to you,
But there's no address in the stars.

"Address in the Stars"- Caitlin and Will

LOS ANGELES, California (CNN) -- Patrick Swayze, whose good looks and sympathetic performances in films such as "Dirty Dancing" and "Ghost" made him a romantic idol to millions, died Monday. He was 57. [link]

this is going to be a short and sweet journal saying goodbye to an actor I highly respect and enjoy watching in any movie he was in. The first movie I saw with Patrick Swayze was the disney movie "Tall Tale"; its still one of my favorites. Then of course "Ghost" and "Dirty Dancing"
But my favorite movie by him was "To Wong Foo Thanks For Everything, Julie Newmar". I always thought it was amazing how he was one of the "sexiest men" and he choose to take a role where he would play a Drag queen. It will always be my favorite.

So all I can say is Rest In Peace Patrick Swayze. You will be missed my me and by many.


2 Quotes I like from his movies:

Tall Tale- Pecos Bill: Kind of makes it all worthwhile, don't you think?

Dirty Dancing- Johnny: I'm gonna do my kind of dancin' with a great partner, who's not only a terrific dancer; somebody who's taught me that there are people willing to stand up for other people no matter what it costs them; somebody who's taught me about the kind of person I wanna be.







Nobody puts Patrick in the corner... nobody

Okay so my computer is officially leaving me. We have ended our relationship very badly. I know I promised a few of you artwork and I'm sorry to say you will have to wait longer. My computer died on me and I had to reinstall the whole system which made all of my stories (the whole Trickster story and my Anomaly story plus about 10 others, Some have hard copies others don't), the novel I started (luckily I had a hard copy in 7 notebooks!) and all of my art that I had started on the computer with my tablet is gone.

I was sobbing because I just got an external hard drive and I didn't think about using it yet, I was going to back it all up the next weekend and it died that friday. All of my videos and my songs are gone.... everything is gone. so basically I have start from scratch.

Sorry for all of you who I promised pictures... I have to go to the Apple store in NYC next weekend so hopefully they can help figure out what happened.

Alright so have you see this man!


So I’m in love… *stares off in a dazed fashion* with this man … [link]

Okay but sorry Ryan Reynolds but I have moved on... I know its sad but I will see you again.. when X-men Origins Wolverine comes onto DVD. But my love has shifted. Our time together was lovely...

I'm such a dork, but no really If i knew Zachary Quinto and he wasn't 12 years older than me... I would be asking him out right now.

This is Zachary Quinto. You may have seen his amazing acting abilities in the new J.J Abrams movie “Star Trek”. Zachary played Spock… [link]

He also is in Heroes and plays Sylar. [link]
I Just got into Heroes and I’m already hooked! He really gets into his characters, doesn't just "wear" them but really in a sense becomes them fully. Its very inspiring!

He is such an amazing actor!! and he has very beautiful eyes *sigh*





Back to your normal lives now! Nothing to see here! *runs away blushing*